Generally, I don’t feel anything’s amiss. Not until I really feel it in my body (aches, pains, that I can’t seem to clear in my own spirituality and ability), do I surrender and acknowledge something’s up…somewhere.
This may sound cryptic. And it is in a way because I am putting to language something of the heart, of my holographic body, of a receptor non-qualified by physical, tangible terms. I’m okay with that since I’ve learned to communicate with myself in very different ways recently. I also recognize that having help with these body-telling conflicts doesn’t have to be processed alone.
Totally being present with my discomfort, my pain, my shame and disappointment allowed me to speak it, love it and then spit it out. Having recently completed my Sonic Reiki Masters, my sensitivity and awareness has sky rocketed so I really felt all those not-niceties. And I felt very lost and unsure of what to do with those uglies.
Our bodies do not lie to us. If you have an issue with your body; you have an emotional issue too. If your body cannot move forward into a new space, mentally or physically, you might want to put your big girl panties on and start asking some questions…of yourself.
Chances are, there is someone close to you who is willing to journey with you. This person is very important because they are a mirror of you. Speaking from experience, it’s very calming to be able to look at this person (especially as you are snotting and balling) and still be able to love, accept and cherish them because you see each other for the complete beings you are. (Albeit one of you gooier than the other at the moment.)
With the shared experience, a sense of relief and wave of acknowledgement allowed me to let go of the lower energy, and thought patterns without adding to the mix. In other words, still loving all of me in the process.
This was a huge lesson for me. Rarely do I ask for help, rarely do I expose my vulnerabilities. Self protection at it’s best. What I didn’t realize was that I was robbing others of seeing themselves in me. Well, golly-gee.
It’s okay to expose your underbelly sometimes. It’s those real tender spots that are so loveable.
Believing In M.E.
Jennifer
Aligning Quotes:
We may forget with whom we laughed, but not with whom we shared tears. -Tansanian proverb
“I’d rather be whole than perfect.” Jung (I think)
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